A fox popped up in front of the objective on the first day I tried my new Nikon D90, a Christmas gift from my husband. My heart started pounding as fast as if I’d run a sprint: it was as if he’d thrown himself at me as an offering to my undeserving amateurism in photography. The camera was set on the landscape option. I started to shoot. At the sound of the first shot, the fox turned his head, lowered his body in a defense position, and looked at me, surprised and terrified.
He ran away in a circle towards the end of our yard and when he felt he was in safe distance, stopped for a second to take another at me and assess the danger. I’m sure he heard my heart pounding. An experienced photographer may have taken the opportunity to change the camera to a better setting but I forgot all about that. I continued to shoot as the fox ran away. Before disappearing in the forest, he stopped again, twice. He seemed to pause for me — for the picture.
The first shot reminded my husband of an 1893 painting by Winslow Homer, “The Fox Hunt,” owned by Pennsylvania Academy of the Fine Arts.
My friend Betty told me that some Native Americans and people who practice Shamanism, or have it in their roots like her, look to animals as guides.
She shared with me this excerpt, from a Web site called Sayahda:
A fox being pursued by hounds will run across the tops of walls, cross streams diagonally, double back on its trail, run in circles and do anything to break the trail of its scent. It has a great ability to outwit both predators and prey. Fox teaches us how to slip out of unpleasant situations quietly and unnoticed.
Those with fox as a totem are often clever and witty but must remember to keep their crafty and clever nature balanced or it could backfire. Fox can also suggest that your actions might be too obvious and you need to learn to be more discreet.
You are a lucky girl to see such beauty in your own back yard. The shot of the fox looking back at you: stuning!
I should take a camera out when I run. I'm so glad you did for this run. I love seeing the fox in the snow. – Kyle